Just being totally honest

I read something that perhaps I shouldn't really have.
I dunno how to tell you how I feel? A lil' put off.
Cos I see what kinda person he was & realised that somethings kinda didn't changed.
He is not my Jason.
Jason is better,at least the way he treats a relationship.It's just me.

You know how somethings kinda bemused you and yet how it all boils down to be the same at the end of the day.

It could be a thing of the past but I kinda see the one whole darn loop that whoever plans this for me.

I just feel...utterly uncomfortable & somewhat dismayed.
But oh well...sure clear things up,isnt it?